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[24 Dec 2004|08:50pm]
i would like to say that.
i am in love with evan.
and that i love my best friends so much
and my friends
i don't know where i'd be without them
thanks guys <3
i truly love you.
like everything that loves.

no one will read this.
i don't even use this lj anymore.
but i've updated too many times today
in my other one
haha. i'm weird. i know.

i am tired of people and their bullshit
they think i'm saying i love evan
when we've just been going out since wednesday
so they think i just started liking him then
umm. too bad we've been liking eachother for
about a half a year now. which is hella lot longer
than most of you fuckers have been.
some people go out like a month and say they're in love
you're GAY
you don't know what love is
fuck that

i love the people that love me
and i dislike everyone else

now i must go continue with um
christmas eve traditions with the family
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shoooot [24 Dec 2004|06:06pm]
got me a new layout.
i'll start using it on my real lj.
once christmas is over
cause my current layout is christmas-y
well yeah.

fuck people. don't trust them.

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[17 Nov 2004|09:09pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

i am so cool.
okay i lied.
not really
but yeh
i'm bored so i
thought i would update
this lj. cause i
haven't in like
3 months.
3 months from tomorrow
to be exact haha
i have too much time on
my hands
tomorrow i get to see evan
i am so excited slash nervous
mainly nervous
just so nervous
and excited and happy
and nervous and yeh
so i'll go now
umm yeah

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[19 Aug 2004|07:28pm]
well i thought i was gonna make this lj pretty cause i was bored and had no life but i uglied it up instead. it don't match. oh well, not like i use it anyways. what a dumbass.
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new lj for real [24 Jul 2004|03:42pm]

gonna really start usin wishuponastarxx so add it :-)

no more of this lj. :-(

but i'm still a pirate


be sure to add me

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i'm getting ready to leave here woot woot [17 Jul 2004|10:55am]
[ mood | excited ]

i'm getting ready to go to the beach!!! woot woot i'm sooo happy

anywho last night holly, manda and me went to the mall..much fun. at first we just walked around then we saw mark, brad and miles so we hung out with them then we lost them so we looked for the them again then we found them and followed them to to the foodcourt and omg then we saw jordan <3 and his friend matt. we hung out with all those kids. then umm mark, brad and miles left so me, holly and manda went outside with jordan and matt. jordan wanted me to sit on his lap the whole time omg it was so hott lol and we were just..ya know lol..i got to kiss that kid 3 times..man i jizzed everywhere haha..but then me, manda and holly hadda go at like 9:30 so i had to leave jordan :-( haha..but then i came home, took a shower and ate and watched tv then packed a little more..hm then i painted my toenails and went to sleep

this morning i woke up at like 10:30 and took a shower and got ready then packed the rest of my stuff now i gotta put in the the car..then i got online. here i am. no one's really on lol..

this is probably the last time i'll get online or post until next saturday ((the 24th)) cause that's when i'll be getting home!!

:-D i'm sooo excited i cannot wait *yayness* woot woot

whoop..well yall better comment on this entry and tell me how much you're gonna miss me!! haha..so comment away..tehe

i love yall so much and i'll miss yall lots!! <33

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hit the lights before you leave [16 Jul 2004|04:25pm]
[ mood | feel like i just fell in love ]

what i've done today.. um woke up took a shower and got ready. watched tv and ate. packed a little. hung out. got online. went to best buy with mom and adam. came home. here i am. i saw clayton driving his humongous BUS on the way home from best buy, woot. hm i'm talking to caci and manda now. caci is so lucky hah. at best buy i got the tbs cd, woot i know i'm a little late on things but oh well, i don't usually buy cd's i just burn them lol. oh well. hm dunno what to say. i wanna go somewhere tonight. who wants to come? hah. well i think i'm gonna go take a nap and fall asleep to tbs :-) wo0ot. or i might talk to these people online some more. dk. comment? <3

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1 day motherfuckers [16 Jul 2004|11:36am]
[ mood | giggly ]

1. What am I to you?
2. Do you have a nickname for me?
3. What do you think my best quality is?
4. Whats your favorite thing about me?
5. Whats something I do that annoys you?
6. Whats one of my faults?
7. What makes me different from anyone else?
8. Whats your most valuable memory of me?
9. Whats the funnest thing we've ever done?
10.Whats something you feel you could never ask me?
11.How good of a friend am I to you?
12.Where do you think I will end up?
13.Describe me in 4 words:
14.Whats my pet peeve?
15.Whats one thing about me that I should work on?
16.Whats a song that reminds you of me, or describes me?
17.What reminds you of me?
18.Was there ever a time where you didnt like me?
19.How much do you like me?
20.Would you hug me?
21.Would you kiss me?
22.Do you love me?
23.Whats my style?
24.Can I be mean?
25.Do you think I'm crazy?

umm do it!! <33

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we were meant to live for so much more.. [15 Jul 2004|09:33pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

i am a lo0ser.Collapse )

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boys like you are a dime a dozen [15 Jul 2004|07:02pm]
[ mood | okay ]

so today since i got home i haven't done much.
took a shower and got ready. got online. went to the grocery store with mamma. hm finished packing. watched tv and hung around the house.
i don't know if i can make it another whole full day..24 hours..in this town. i cannot wait to go to the beach. seriously. damn.
i wanna go somewhere tonight. no idea where. hm i dk
i really need to do something to try and get all this shit that's going on off my mind. //sigh\\ i hate boy troubles..
well i guess i'll go.. talk to you kids later..
comment <3
((no one <3s me enough to comment..tehe))

2 days :-)
*can't wait*

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you're so guilty it's disgusting [15 Jul 2004|02:47pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

i screw everything up.


why was the phone even invented? ((totally off subject but oh well)) i hate the phone. i hate it when it rings. i hate talking to people on the phone. i hate it. i know i'm weird. it's annoying though. what would i do without aim? //sigh\\ hah what a nerd i am. well i don't care about my cell phone people can call me on that cause i have caller id and i don't have to answer if i don't want to talk to that person but when people call my damn home phone i have to talk to them. never call my house. thank you. i can't wait to get out of here for a week where the fucking phone rings constantly. i am not bringing my cell phone, well i might but if you call me i most likely won't answer cause i hate the phone as i've stated 20 times before. i know no one cares about this but if you constantly call my house you get on my fucking nerves. thank you. never ever call my house. did i already say that? too bad i said it again.



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i <3 you [15 Jul 2004|01:25pm]
[ mood | calm ]

so last night me, holly, alex and manda went to church then we spent the night at alex's..fun stuff. we just hung out and took a walk at alex's and we called some people but i don't fell like discussing that :-/ and we went to sleep early, at like 1:30 or so and then we all woke up at 11 or so and ate breakfast and hung out for a while then alex's mom dropped us all of at home and i came here and took a shower then went downstairs and watched tv and now i'm online writing in here and talking to holly :-) woot

yellO strawberis (1:34:12 PM): fuckin ppl call ur huse n when u answer they sit there like duuhhhhhhCollapse )

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just so long as this thing's loaded [14 Jul 2004|01:35pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

so today..hmm..woke up around 10:30 and took a shower..then ate and got online for a while..then finished getting ready for the day..then went downstairs and watched tv with my mom..hmm then holly called me and said her and manda's water wasn't workin haha so they are gonna come over here later and bathe haha so we can go to church tonight..well no on is on and i am bored. what should i do about my lj's? thepirate89 is just..i dunno haha it's like it's my first lj lol but i dunno. i might keep this one but i might use wishuponastarxx..hm. i wish i woulda made that username when i made thepirate89 back in like december lol oh well..hm i also think i'll keep thepirate89 and make my s/n wishuponastar or somethin like that lol i dk..i guess i'm out <3

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new lj..? [14 Jul 2004|11:33am]

i believe i really am gonna start using wishuponastarxx  so be sure to add me

do yall think i should use it..or this one?

thanks <3

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i'm..transparent [13 Jul 2004|10:48pm]
[ mood | determined ]

woot so tonight was fun. around 7 holly and manda came and got me and alex was in the car too woot! so we all went to the movies and matthew met us there..hah..we saw sleepover, it was gay if you ask me. hm then after the movies me, holly and manda went out this weird way and walked all the way around the theatre and met alex and matt outside lol. then alex's mom came and got us ((except matt lol)) and we went to sonic, woot. and there was this boy just sitting there the whole time acting like he was waiting on someone//something lol but anywho i got a milkshake, woo..then we left sonic and i came home and took a shower..then ate and got online. here i am..woot..no idea what i'm doing tomorrow, so i'm free if anyone wants to do something :-) i think me and mom might go somewhere tomorrow morning, but i'm home for the rest of the day. oh yeah i got some new nicknames tonight hahah. we won't dicuss lol..ok well i guess i'm goin to go..comment if you want <3

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if i never lost you i wouldn't have to find you over and over [13 Jul 2004|05:34pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

blah..new layout. like it? i do :-) hah

well today after i updated me and my mom took adam to his friends house then we decided to go somewhere but we didn't know where so we just rode around and then we went to wendy's and ate..then we went to the mall and some other places and got a couple things then i came home a few minutes ago and changed my lj..blah.

i am still in love with my "she loves a rocker boy" userpic so i'm gonna use that one later on. i just love it hah, but i needed one that sorta matched my background, so i chose this one.

dunno what i'm doing tonight..hopefully something though. but i know i can't do anything that you have to have money for. i owe my mom like 15 dollars. so i gotta pay that back to her before i can get anymore money. ack

4 days till i go to the beach. can't wait :-D woot

i miss school..well i just miss seeing everyone. i wanna go back to school cause i'm ready to see everyone and see what 10th grade is like. but i'm not ready for school work and teachers. bleh..i'm really not ready for that. but i do wanna see everyone..but then again this summer has just been fuckin awesome <3

well i'm gonna go..i gotta go sweep the garage..ah.

comment if you want <33

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wow [13 Jul 2004|02:25pm]
[ mood | curious ]

ok today i woke up at 10:30 and took a shower then got online for a while..then got ready and hung around the house..then i decided to lay out so from 12:30-1:30 i layed out..i got a little darker yay hah..then i came in and got online for a few then took another shower and got ready all over again lol..and now i'm bout to go with my mamma to take adam somewhere then me and her and goin out somewhere..woot..umm i figured out how to put pics on my lj, i'm soo happy :-D i'll put some up when i get my new ones scanned, yay! lol..well i'm gonna go cause we're about to leave <3

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i don't think you know what you've been missing [13 Jul 2004|11:13am]
ok ok here's another one..Collapse )
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this all was only wishful thinking.. [12 Jul 2004|09:31pm]
[ mood | content ]

well today holly and manda left around umm 7:30 or so? haha..then i came upstairs and got online a for a while..then ate and watched tv then came back up here and got online some more..yeah lol..i'm about to go take a shower..woot haha..uhh dunno what to say..short entry yes i know but i am booored..but i'm on the phone with heather :-D tehe..well umm i'm out <3

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what are they staring at?? [12 Jul 2004|05:03pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

today i woke up at 8:30 and got ready and then around 11 manda and holly came over and then sabrina came over..and we "chilled" in my den for a little while..then my mom took us to subway so holly could get her food..then we walked to taco bell and sabrina almost got ran over by a car cause she didn't know a car was coming hahahaha then we went to taco bell and ate and there were 2 hott guys there w00t..then we walked to dollar general and looked around and bought candy..then we went to cvs and stuff..mhmm then we walked back to sabrina's house and "chilled" ((and me and manda SPOONED!!..hah jaykay she wouldn't let me :-( lol but me and holly really did spoon!!)) till like 5 cause she hadda go to work then and she was late lol umm then my mom picked up me, holly and manda and we came back to my house and here we are woot woot..caci said she saw us on the side of the road..haha who else saw us?! haha hopefully no one hahah well i guess i'll go..yes ma'am..ok well comment cause i know you want to <33

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